It's been a horrible no good very bad day.

Thank you guys, so very much, for being so understanding. I know you all say not to worry, family comes first, and I know that, but I seriously love this blog. I know it may sound corny but I consider some of you friends, and some of you good friends. I know while you may understand why I can't post, I know some of you are disappointed, which I don't like to do. I also love hearing your feedback, and when I don't post, I don't get that.

With that being said, there's no post tomorrow. As I said earlier, my FIL is back in the hospital. He was doing his cardiac rehab exercise and they detected a irregular heartbeat. They admitted him to the hospital, and last we heard, they thought maybe one of his stents had slipped. They may want to go in and do a heart cath again, but we don't know yet. We're still waiting to hear back from his doctor.

Then, on top of that, we're applying for medicaid to get insurance for Cayden, the baby, and I. Medicaid wants a doctor or nurse confirmed positive pregnancy and estimated due date. The issue with that is we don't have insurance. They gave us the number to the free clinic, but it kept ringing up busy. So we called planned parenthood and paid the 16 dollars to have a pregnancy test done.

Imagine my shock when they told me my test was negative. I've taken 3 pregnancy test (four if you count the one I took a few days before my period was due and got the super faint positive.) All of them were positive. TWO of them were digital tests, so I couldn't mis-read the results. When I told her this, she got a little rude. "Well the test *I* did was negative, so you may experience some bleeding. If that's the case, go to the ER." No reassurance, no saying that maybe I was just super early. So of course, I FREAK out. I held it together till we got outside but I was sobbing, convinced I was going to have a miscarriage.

My hubby, the "you're addicted to pregnancy test and I'm cutting off your supply" man insisted we go get more pregnancy tests and take them on our own.

Now I've heard places like planned parenthood use cheap dollar store tests. I know for a LOT of people, these work well, but for me? I've never gotten a positive test on them.

I took one dollar store test, one equate test. Both came back positive. The dollar store test is faint, but it is a positive.

So now I'm just kinda pissed. Either planned parenthood read my test wrong or switched my results (there was a girl who knocked on the door when I was taking my test, and I'm pretty sure she got a positive.) I know the latter isn't likely, but why else would I come home and get two positives?

We checked our insurance coverage, and we thought that since Jeremy got fired in March, his coverage would end in March. Well, it says still active, so we're going to call my OBGYN tomorrow and try to get in ASAP to see wtf is going on.

So, prayers please.